sadness

It still hasn’t sunk it.

I can’t believe it. I can’t accept it.

I’m sorry for all the mistakes I made, and even more than that, I’m sorry for all the times together that we’ll never get to have.

Something wonderful that could have been, but will never be. Not now; probably not ever.

But still it hasn’t sunk it. So still there is this hope that it might be. Although it cannot be.

Why is fate so cold?

I don’t want to wish for more, I cannot wish for more, but still I do. Victim to circumstances beyond my own control.

Sigh. It aches so.

Being rational is not a strength I possess.

I need to let go.

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