Degradation of self esteem

Quote Mark: (sorry to pinkify your words)

“The only reason why you are feeling useless is because your pharmacy knowledge is still developing. Once you have a firm grasp on it, you will be able to play your role properly. Another advantage you have over doctors is the luxury of time. Yes, I understand that you too are burdened with many things but we remain the only profession with the luxury of being able to sit down and properly converse with patients. I often feel that being ONLY the pharmacist means that I am the ONLY one that can truly communicate with them.

Start talking to patients and finding out their problems. Try to develop your soft skills and your communication skills and you will discover that there is a whole lot of good that you can do which others cannot.”

Okay I feel kinda sad that my once hip happening cool blog wtf has turned into a pharmacy discussion board. No offence to those who actually mean to blog about pharmacy stuff, its just that, well, I ain’t called Barbie for nuthin.

I really wish I could be a good clinical pharmacist, it’s just that I don’t have the guts nor the willpower nor the resilience nor the energy to acquire the knowledge and experience it takes.

It’s really depressing to know that I went from camwhoring in clubs with old ah mas….


To this!


*GASP* Oh the horror!

I kid you not, those eyebags are a sign of exhaustion!

And those pimples ain’t nuthin either. Yoyoyomanigga wtf.

Anyhuu, you people can lecture me as much as you want. Nag me until your saliva also habis. But I don’t care. I don’t want to work in a hospital hmph and I’m darn glad it’s 2 days left til F.R.E.E.D.O.M SPELL IT BABEH!!!!!!!!!

I even like got lectured by a doctor during my entire lunch hour about why I should ditch the bureau in favour of clinical experience. Yeah, I had lunch with a doctor how boring is that zzz.

Me: Ohno I broke a nail T.T
Dr: It’s ok nails are dead keratin and shit that don’t hurt just becareful you don’t get an infection or ingrowns blablabla.


Fine. No offense to doctors either. Loads of them smoke weed and stuff.

Anyhuu, I just CANNOT wait for Friday!!!!! FRAAAIIIIAAADAYYY! woots.

It’s gonna be a long weekend for me cause I’ll be taking Monday and Tuesday off as well to recuperate, and restore my health and feng shui to their former glory =)

I’m sooooooo gonna go shopping.

And then I’m going to get my hair dyed lala brown and get a nice hair trim.


And then I’m going to go for a nice rejuvenating facial. Leonard Drake will be sending me discount vouchers at the end of the month talk about good timing.


And if that still doesn’t pamperfy me enough, Imma splurge on a spa session wee.


And last but not least, I am so going to go to like Jogoya or something to make up for the kilograms I lost to the hospital.


And hopefully I’ll be able to transform myself from this…


back to this…



K gtg start studying  sigh. My senior will be coming back from her holiday tomorrow so I damn tension lar cause she damn kengchao and like damn high expectations.

Shit shit shit.


6 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. robin
    May 13, 2009 @ 23:18:29

    hey, i like ur dress. what event was that? U modelling? Faster come back la, biro so quiet without u leh..haha


  2. jac
    May 16, 2009 @ 02:57:50

    wah that bad?
    i’m actually looking forward to after finals, thinking that life will be so much better after this..wth
    u totally made me doubt it =(


  3. barbiesoo
    May 17, 2009 @ 13:29:25

    robin: haha some bridal show.. only that pic was nice.. cause i screwed up the rest =p

    jac: no lar actually hosp damn fun wan.. if u can tahan sleeping 5 hours a day la.. besides the exhaustion it’s alright…


  4. Your neighbour
    May 18, 2009 @ 22:52:52

    Why i didn’t see you for 2 months plus, you so “channn” already one… you forgot to put botox is it… Take care of your health wei!!!!


  5. barbiesoo
    May 19, 2009 @ 15:25:35

    neighbour: HELOOO working in hosp no time to use sk2 ok.. and whu are u btw?


  6. barbiesoo
    May 19, 2009 @ 15:25:53

    oh alfred izzit…


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